Only Counting Smiles

Only counting smiles

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Nevermind about the date

Mom and therapist say no.

Excuse me while I break the fuck down after finding a guy I can actually trust but being told by every person who knows the situation that I shouldn’t go to freaking brunch with him. I can’t handle this. T.T

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Chilling with my main squeeze on lunch break! Silly fluffy won’t look at the camera :)

Chilling with my main squeeze on lunch break! Silly fluffy won’t look at the camera :)

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recoveringiveyrenee:

galaxyhymn:

gojira-senpai:

galaxyhymn:

kimmered:

EPISODES OF BOB’S BURGER
Season 1
Episode 1
Episode 2
Episode 3
Episode 4
Episode 5
Episode 6
Episode 7
Episode 8
Episode 9
Episode 10
Episode 11
Episode 12
Episode 13
Season 2
Episode 1
Episode 2
Episode 3
Episode 4
Episode 5
Episode 6
Episode 7
Episode 8
Episode 9
Season 3
Episode 1
Episode 2
Episode 3
Episode 4
Episode 5
Episode 6
Episode 7
Episode 8
Episode 9
Episode 10
Episode 11
Episode 12
Episode 13
Episode 14
Episode 15
Episode 16
Episode 17
Episode 18
Episode 19
Episode 20
Episode 21
Episode 22
Episode 23
Season 4
Episode 1
Episode 2
Episode 3
Episode 4
Episode 5
Episode 6
Episode 7
Episode 8
Episode 9
Episode 10
Episode 11
oh my GOD that took me forever!
hope you like it :D

Y’all know it’s on netflix right

You know the newest season isn’t right?

That I didn’t know!! Sorry about that x

easycomfort
YOU ARE A HERO!

recoveringiveyrenee:

galaxyhymn:

gojira-senpai:

galaxyhymn:

kimmered:

EPISODES OF BOB’S BURGER

Season 1

Season 2

Season 3

Season 4

oh my GOD that took me forever!

hope you like it :D

Y’all know it’s on netflix right

You know the newest season isn’t right?

That I didn’t know!! Sorry about that x

easycomfort

YOU ARE A HERO!

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recoveryandtea asked: nonono you're not a failure. lapsing is part of recovery sometimes. But you know how to pick yourself right back up. It only means that you're human. I understand how tempting it can be, even when you've recovered for a long time. But you're no failure. Not at all.

Thank you, friend! It’s just scary having the expectations of a leader when I sometimes feel I need to be in The Landing myself. Like how can I be a role model when I don’t do what I tell people!

But you helped put some perspective in that, that I’m only human and it may even make me more relatable. Thank you for the kind words :)

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Anonymous asked: I'm sorry that you're having a hard time this weekend. I don't think you're a failure though. You didn't fail. You slipped up. That happens. I think that's part of the recovery process. This one mistake doesn't define you. It doesn't define your journey. Sending some love and prayers your way!

Thank you for the fresh perspective, I get so hard on myself sometimes. And you’re right- it doesn’t define me :) xx Thank you!

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Thank you for this, it’s comforting knowing I’m not the only one. Unfortunately I did crack as well but it’s all a learning experience, I suppose. Hope you’re doing okay xx

Thank you for this, it’s comforting knowing I’m not the only one. Unfortunately I did crack as well but it’s all a learning experience, I suppose. Hope you’re doing okay xx

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Anonymous asked: That's awesome. You're so strong. You're in my thoughts and prayers!

Thank you, hun! I can’t say I feel so strong today but I appreciate your prayers and love! xx

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Nice lazy morning with my puppy.

I’m awfully scared of relapse right now. I’ve come so close to cutting a few times this week. I feel like I’m just waiting to slip up and ruin 7&1/2 months of no cutting.
 It’s almost like I just want to get it over with, it feels so inevitable. I’m holding tight for therapy tomorrow to work through this with Teri, she always knows what to do. 

I haven’t had these kinds of obsessive thoughts in ages and I’m just terrified that I can’t shake them. Plus the anxiety of starting college in a few weeks is leaving me sleepless and edgy. 

I just need to stay strong another 24 hours or so then we can talk through this and get a game plan together. Asdfghjkl I can’t handle this… -_-

Nice lazy morning with my puppy.

I’m awfully scared of relapse right now. I’ve come so close to cutting a few times this week. I feel like I’m just waiting to slip up and ruin 7&1/2 months of no cutting.
It’s almost like I just want to get it over with, it feels so inevitable. I’m holding tight for therapy tomorrow to work through this with Teri, she always knows what to do.

I haven’t had these kinds of obsessive thoughts in ages and I’m just terrified that I can’t shake them. Plus the anxiety of starting college in a few weeks is leaving me sleepless and edgy.

I just need to stay strong another 24 hours or so then we can talk through this and get a game plan together. Asdfghjkl I can’t handle this… -_-